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| so. i graduated. and i'm going to TCU. and i'm working a lot.
and life seems so strange.
last night i was listening to choir songs from concerts we had over the past year. i'm going to miss choir so much. not so much choir, but i'm going to miss chorale a lot. there will never be any other choir like it. sorry TCU. but you can't compare. you never will. sure, you will teach me about teaching music and whatnot, but there are precious moments in chorale that will benefit me in ways you cannot know.
i miss my juniors (now seniors).... | | |
| weyell. what is there to say? prom is approaching. meh. corpus is in about 12 days. yay to kicking everyone's butt as far as the breakfast contest goes. i'm working at panera now, along with my job at the farmer's market. this should be interesting. government homework can perish. about 70 days until graduation.
i hung out with katy watson a few weeks ago.that was a bunch of fun. it was sooo good to finally see that girl. she'll be back in time for the party at mme hall's house. good times.
i'm hungry. | | |
| well, it has definitely been a looong while since i've updated. i feel
so much has happened since that last entry. last night i went to mal's
house to celebrate her 18th birthday. oh, and i'm 18 too. joy!
everything in my life is amazing. i actually don't have a lot of
homework. mostly, it's just government and calculus bc. ugh. junior
year was 60 billion times harder.
i'm excited about prom and banquet (except that a certain someone won't
be there, but, it's okay). i found my choir banquet dress. it's baby
blue and made of chiffon and has blue ribbons and it's strapless and it
totally makes me look like a fairy. oh, and it only cost $30 at group
usa.
i had my audition for the tcu school of music a few saturdays ago. it
went well but not as well as it could have. i still plan to go to tcu
next year and live at my house. i'm going to enroll in the honors
college. they have this really cool intellectual honor course that i'm
kind of excited about.
i should start working at panera pretty soon. and i still have my job
at the farmer's market, so i'll be working two part time jobs and going
to school.
i'm miss my lover...
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| i'm so tired of being weighed down by people who choose to constantly shroud themselves in cloaks of sadness. don't bring me down just because you're sad; give happiness a try. it may surprise you.
also, if you are digging into other people's business, at least go up to them face to face and ask them about whatever it is. and, if they choose not to give you an answer, don't push it because it's really not any of your business anyway. no, i'm not angry; i just wish would come up to my face and ask me instead of speculating and asking other people stuff that's really none of anyone's business. i don't do that to you....... | | |
| *sighs* so, i got up at six this morning. yes, six. i had to work the
l.d.bell craft fair. there were a lot of people. and there were a lot
of booths. and i was pleasantly surprised when i saw a certain someone.
it took my a while to catch my breath. hehe. anywho, it's okay that i
got up at six though because after dinner last night, i did half of my
economics homework and then fell asleep around 8:30. so, i had a lot of
sleep. then, we left around 5:30 after carrying down load after load of
stuff down the stairs to the truck. and then i got home and i was
hungry and surprise, dinner wasn't ready yet. and, now, i'm here
babysitting until about one. in the morning. meh. whatever. it could be
worse.
sometimes, i wonder what life would be like if i lived in someother
time period. how crazy would that be? i would probably talk
differently. i would be more....reserved and proper and "okay, let's do
what society tells us is the right and normal way." hehe. eh, to each
his own, as someone always says......
how cool would it be if i was a princess? a medieval princess, and i
would have the most gorgeous gowns. and my hair would be long. and i
would have a pretty white horse. and i would go riding in the forests
and knights would bow to me and give me pretty flowers. i wonder if i
would be happy. nothing could ever compare to what i have now. nothing.
i'm totally looking forward to this saturday. it's a lovely dinner date
with the frenchies in downtown fort worth. i have feeling, though, that
it's going to be rather crowded. but whatever. at least we'll get to
sit around la madeleine, eating really good food, speaking french.
okay, random......contemplation: mon amour bought me a pocket knife.
but, it's not as....sturdy as i wanted. i kind of bent it when i was
using the bottle opener. so, i'm going to buy my another pocket knife.
i saw this one at lowe's (even though i don't like that place)
that was actually pretty cool. it had a like eight or ten functions and
a laser light. i think it might have been $25......or like $40.
whatever. i don't care. it's Christmas time........even though that has
nothing to do with anything.
i miss writing on this. i miss reading everyone else's entries. it just
seems like these are the times when reading about everyone else's lives
is most important. people are changing, reaching new levels of
thinking, contemplating the meaning of life, and realizing that, hey,
life is going to be sixty billion times different for those of us who
are going to college, or least, who won't be in high school anymore. i
dunno. our second to last semester of high school ist pretty much over.
where did all the time go? i guess it got lost somewhere between all
the homework, all the time spent at work, all the time sleeping, and
all the time laying around watching the fan go round and round and
round and round and round.....  i'm going to miss all the friends i
have in high school. it's kind of crazy to think that i've known some
of them for like ten years. i met monica and kryston in third grade.
and greg too! he and i were new in third grade. aw. precious memories.
er.....just memories. sometimes, when i'm teaching my kindergarten and
first graders, i think to myself, "what if i had to go back to first
grade and do everything freakin all over again?" i think i would shoot
myself. okay, not really, but still. they have so much ahead of them.
so many dreams and challenges and let downs and triumphs. life is
amazing. i just feel bad for the people who don't take advantage of all
that life has to offer. i feel sorry for the people who just sit there
and watch it go by. i hope i never turn into one of those people. i
hope someone walks up to me and slaps me and says, "hey ho, wake up and
live." hopefully, though, no one will put me in a locked room and tell
me that the key is in my butt and that i have to get it out or else
fifty billion rabid hamsters will be released to eat me until i die.
hehe. there are so many people who see things they want and need and
they just sit back and let someone have it. seize the freakin moment
people. don't be afraid to fight for what you freakin love. don't be
afraid to fight for what you believe in. if you don't fight what is
true and right, and then live each day appreciating these things, what
the heck is the point of life? i just hope that the people close to me
and my best friends don't fall into the cycle of work eat sleep work
eat sleep. my best friends are such amazing people and they all have
great potential to do whatever the heck they want. i'm going to miss
not seeing them every single day. 
anywho. i'm sleepy.
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